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        Alterms    made a real friend. tes for icular affinity, let alone fondness. And to t, tfig taken for a roudent riving for scholarly laurels.

        ter to a t . tracted by y,    ask, by    gestures. o bee t of to be in antly, obedient and serving, t ion and dedication, to learn a pure, noble, saintly life from    only to finiser sain in ter, indefinitely pering o God. tention, as it    lay upon t boy, an inal burden, a secret destiny of ato and sacrifice. Even t    a, alts and clearly expressed t er forever. Some secret flataunds birt sougion. But t felt little sympatance ered e reserve, dismissing ts as not particularly important.

        tion uition, but    e foroo e of t trasts. Narcissus    youtical, a t sometrasts: bot from ts and signs; bote.

        Narcissus took an ardent i in ter ainy nize. Fervently Goldmund admired iful, outstandingly intelligent teaund imid; to court Narcissus o ex tentive, eager student. But more timidity o    o emulate simultaneously t and tremely intelligent, learned, brilliant Brot every fiber of rove to attain tible ideals. It caused    mont ter s, so fused,    strongly tempted to run ao take    on es. Sometimes a bit of ieasing or a prank ir suced boy t tmost trol o    in; urn a ao table to find Bless, lean    t out. Gradually iceable. he laugh all liked so much.

        knoermio be a good sco begin iate as soon as possible, and after t to bee a quiet, prayerful monk of ter.    all rengtalent drove tely sad to find tiful goal so difficult to attain. Occasionally o detect eful moods and tendencies in racted, uno learn. aste against tin teat es. And    fusing    o fig Daniel. Yet at moments    almost certain t Narcissus loved     ing for him.

        Narcissuss ts ed t boy as a friend. e, ; o adopt, lead, enligrengto bloom. But    all of t of all,    tied and aste for teacoo frequently, fell in love en enoug    tits and cajoleries tal. ood tter ation to love to make o run a caressing    , never. Moreover, as a mere tutor,    not tion or ty of a teacious and co dug y years to forbidding ernly all partiality to o particular fairness and    for turally repugnant to o t ed rict life. Only secretly, during    unguarded moments, did    ter empting a friends could only be a danger;    never let it touce. to serve to serve t, superior, self-ing guidance of    only of oward ual goals.

        For a year or moldmund udent at ter scimes es urees in tyard and uiful ut tree—ball games, races, sno tired and sid often    o stay arate.

        to e    met during a fistfigo study Euclid t er. It er supper, an ion o play in tories, to alk in ter cloister yard.

        "Goldmund," airs after ;I    to tell you somet youre sut—youll probably end up a bis you must give me your    tell teac;

        Goldmund immediately gave er udent radicted t. But, as aen one; ry to evade student la.

        Adolf dragged side trees. trong-ed classmates—udent tradition, of reminding t t monks. teal aer for an evening in t ure    felloaking part in; later during t they would sneak back again.

        "But tes are locked at t ; Goldmund objected.

        Of course t    t o get baside unnoticed; it    be t time.

        Goldmund recalled ;going to t; It stood for boys noal escapades, for all kinds of secret adventures and pleasures o t;    time ood only too    t ; sidered it a point of o take t it ain distin to be asked to join in ture.

        o say no, to run bad go to bed.    tired and     slig of Adolf. And side ter, somet mig lessness and all kinds of pain. It o t and forbidden, noto feel proud of. Still, per o talk; suddenly he laughed and said yes.

        Unobserved, t urees in t darkening courtyard; ter gate o ter mill t, unseen in t o a pile of slippery- planks, one of o cross ttle stream. And noside, on tening road t disappeared into t. All ting a;    very much.

        At t te, Konrad; ted for a long time and ramped t. Nigle of ars peeked    and brig clouds. Konrad ctered and joked. Occasionally    ty of nig made ts beat faster.

        After barely an o t. It seemed asleep. tly, criss-crossed by dark ribs of timber; t a lig, on tiptoe, tood in a garden, sank into t eartumbled over steps, stopped by t a ster, ed, knocked again. t ster opened, and oer to a kity oil lamp anding on tove, its feeble flame flickering on a t girl,    truders. Anotepped out of t one, a young t gifts for te cloister bread, and sometolen inse per Goldmund, or dle    out of tco tayed aed on it and offered to Konrad. , passed it on. t rong apple cider.

        In t of tiny lamp t dotle stools and tudents around terruptions for sips of cider, Adolf and Konrad making most of tion. From time to time one of t up and caress to oud tty oer of t    make. It    iful, out of ting but not dangerous. Forbidden yes, but even sression did not burden ones sce. ing girls at nig forbidden;    it    not for    ined for tic life of a monk, and playing    permitted     pounded    of t.

        t of talk idbits of Latin. t girl seemed to like all to tle caresses, a timid kiss at most. to knoly ted. And siion o be    t Goldmund did not see it t o t saying a raigo look at t no o    t especially ime rayed to t quiet face of ted    at hough she were spellbound.

        As ed tion and caresses; t in embarrassed silence; Ebero ya girl said it ime to leave. tood up, s. t. Konrad    to climb out t,    a    stop; oside on turned    of the window.

        "Goldmund!" sood and ed.

        "Are you ing back?" simid voice h.

        Goldmund s    il her dark eyes were close before his.

        "Do e back!" souched his in a childs kiss.

        Quickly oppled across t eartore rotted after t of to. "Never again!" anded ;Again! tomorro; begged .

        Nobody surprised t ourn to Mariabronn, across ttle stream, trees, alo passageo ter and tory.

        Big Ebero be puncime for early mass, m soup and assembly in torium; but Goldmund looked pale, so pale Fatin asked     all rig during Greek, around noon, Narcissus did not take oo, sa Goldmund    said notc t o to avoid rousing tudents curiosity, and followed here.

        "Goldmund," ; I rouble. Per feeling o bed and send you some soup and a glass of ;

        For a long     of troubled eyes,    agaio speak but could not. Suddenly o one side, leaned erern, and burst into suarcissus felt embarrassed and averted ime before touco raise him up.

        "All rig;    ;All rig    ter. t doo speak. I    see t it oo muc    for you to stay on your feet all m    letting aice; youve been very ceous. eep no is t you    do. No? All finis so soon? All rigo tter. Lets go."

        o t to pass any study ed to one of ty beds aly began to undress, and    to to    on t.    tory, treats ter ually allo greatly oo sick.

        Goldmund lay    to t of o    so indescribably tired today, rain on t e, stantly rely failing effort tet last nig not t itself, not ter, or t, or t bridge across ttle black stream be of gardens, t tside tcouch of her lips.

        But rouble uiselligent young teacly sarcastic mout    of ood before ammering embarrassment, and arted to baead of    ual oicism, . Never    shame.

        But    tension. t loneliness of t more ts impact. After an    a gruel soup, a piece of s normally drank only on e and draied e, pus aside, started to t couldnt, reace a feer, tly opened and Narcissus came in to look after ient, Goldmund o    ime, y, and also a slig Goldmund    ill; to send omorro    t today it ime    be and love. And from to accept it,    to e to t some day.
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